Can we just...talk?

I'm really tired of actually trying to be there for you... but you won't let me.

Then I start getting ignored or blown off. It's great that you have other friends that are there for you because you are always there for them when they need you....but why do I feel like I am on the back burner? You've barely talked to me the past two days, and yet the entire time I am been worried as hell about you. Yet you just drop off the face of the earth after texting me back once or twice.

Why is it you can talk to everyone else in the world about how you feel, except me?

Here's the deal...

I am going to keep my blog going, I am just going to be lazy at doing it.

It has been a few months since I last posted. Here is what is going to happen in the next few weeks/months...give or take.

+ School is starting August 29th. I am very excited. I decided to change my major. I am going to focus on education and one day become a Science or Biology teacher. This will take some time, but it will be worth it and the time it takes to get a masters is psychology is much longer. Basically subtracting the time and money I couldn't devote to my education for psychology.

+ Autumn is coming, which is my favorite time of the year. Everyone always says they like the smell and the colors... I enjoy everything that comes with fall. It brings me back to a more simple time in life. Reminds me that when I was a kid I was silly and didn't realize everything that was going on around me, but that's okay. I miss that part in life. I miss caring about if I am going to have a awesome costume and how much candy I would get on Halloween. Running around in sweat pants and sweaters and not caring if they were "in fashion" or not. Autumn - in my head - is everything I love about life.
Soon I will go apple picking with my son and my boyfriend August. Take a trip up north to see the foliage. Enjoy a hayride with them, and pick out the perfect pumpkins we'd like to carve or paint. Shopping for Halloween costumes together, then going to parties and trick or treating.

+After all that, November will be just around the corner. Thanksgiving with the family...classes... then a Christmas tree. My goodness! The next few months will be spectacular!

That is my update. Feel free to ask questions. I like to give answers, if I contain them.