I like holidays.

Happy Halloween everyone!

Apartment for rent

"Apartment for rent"

With eyes like fire and a mouth like a serpent
A smarter version of myself would stand clear

I keep giving you eviction notices
from my heart
But you just stay, rent free
You are everything I am not
And so, I envy you
Those lips speak poison
And I am kiss away from a broken pulse

              -J. Lajoie

Your fair lady

"Your fair lady"

You are the avenger of your desolate past
waiting for the dust to settle,
those once sturdy bones of yours
are brittle and they bend
is it for your own security?
I watched as the pigments on your skin changed
from a tarnished red to light pink
the scars from dragons you've slain,
and yet
no princess was saved
no victory portrayed
perhaps the demons that inhibit you
should be tamed
before tending to helpless maidens,
and by chance
ego bruising or nobility gaining
a fair lady could save you?
                       -J. Lajoie

The ex in lover

"The ex in lover"

Thinking about you makes my stomach churn,
like the morning after a desperate drinking binge.
Your laughter, that was once the chorus to my favorite song,
is now the screeching of dying birds.
I hope the legs you've spread
don't equal the amount of hearts you've tread upon.
And the lies that you speak,
are agonizingly purged from your lips.
I'd be one wealthy ex lover,
if bitterness were weighed in gold.
                    -J. Lajoie

Perks

Today I saw The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I left the theater in awe. I just fell in love with the main character, though a part of me felt the main character was taken from a chapter of my life. That is weird, isn't it? Falling in love with fictional characters and all. I digress, my friend mentioned that I probably fall for the quiet people. This only furthers my hypothesis about me only finding people that are hard to read attractive. Fuck. It will never end. Forever a wallflower lover, indeed... and that can't be good. Looks like a nice and long single life for me! hahaha.


I don't even know anymore man... Wait, when did I get so obsessed with relationships. FACK!

     

Confess your sins

I really dislike it when I can not read someone... I have a very good judge of character ( for the most part ), so I can generally read people pretty well. But then there are those people that are like "fuck you, can't read me for shit." Bastards.



I hate that the only things that intrigue me anymore are people that are difficult to read. Why am I so persistent with people who challenge me? I make things hard on myself.... It's not even like I want these people ( sexually ) I just want to know them... with all these deductions, I have concluded that I am fucking hopeless case and need a new hobby..

A dance is broken

"A dance is broken"

This is the dance of the unwanted,
a quick curtsy and you'll have me in the palm of your hand,
please don't smile,
I might never let you go,
shit.. not again. 

           -J.Lajoie

Sorry for the poetry spam guys, I just have a lot of feelings... lol
Besides that.. I just feel full of ideas, just letting it out the best way I can.

Also, I learned another song on the guitar... HOLLA