It has been brought to my attention that people want me to post more. Lol, didn't think anyone would really be reading this. Besides Sarah. :)
I am going to start school in March. Though I am not a fan of the first classes I have to take because not much is open. Though I'm sure when I start to register for my classes I can weed through them and make a schedule that works better for me. This is a very exciting moment in my life. I feel like dancing and singing, all the time. I just hope I can afford an apartment while going to school and working. I will probably have to work full time, wich I know will put a lot on me. I have to do something, I can't just sit around and wait for things to happen. I have to make things happen.
It feels as though my income tax money will never come in. I have so much to do and get done, and I can't do any of it until that money comes in. I need to get an apartment of my own. I need a car. I need to square away my debts. One thing I am concerned about is my financial aid covering all of my tuition and books that I need. Otherwise, I won't be attending school until fall. Maybe I should wait until summer or fall. Give myself some time to save up? Maybe I am rushing and setting myself up for disaster. I would really love some feed back.
I've been reading a lot lately. I was never really into the written word. Never found a great fascination with it. Then there are always those section that you fill out, asking what your favorite books are. I have written the only books I remember reading. Which aren't a lot, and that made me sad. I want to be into reading... just not many books scream to me. The only ones I remember reading are the ones that stood out enough for me to care about. I bought a bunch of books to see what kind of books I could read with out getting bored. So far this book called, "Bones" seems to be peaking my interest. Sometimes I find myself laying in bed, knowing that I should go to bed but I just keep reading. Thinking to myself, -okay, just one more page and I'll put it away-. Usually ends up in six more pages before I actually turn out the light. Maybe it's not that I wasn't "into" reading, but it was more of what I wanted to read was hard to find and that made it hard for me to enjoy reading. I remember a book ( I can't remember the name and wish I could because I want to read it again) that was about a young girl growing up in the desert, in a religion where she was to be wed as soon as she got her period. I remember the author making her sound like such a spunky girl, who wasn't ready and didn't want anything to do with marriage or being a house wife. She wanted to help her dad and be free. She was wed to a man about her father's age, who had 11 wives already. I think I remember it being a series actually. I really wish I could remember the name.
I can't wait... to just be living. Learning. Making myself.
I am going to start school in March. Though I am not a fan of the first classes I have to take because not much is open. Though I'm sure when I start to register for my classes I can weed through them and make a schedule that works better for me. This is a very exciting moment in my life. I feel like dancing and singing, all the time. I just hope I can afford an apartment while going to school and working. I will probably have to work full time, wich I know will put a lot on me. I have to do something, I can't just sit around and wait for things to happen. I have to make things happen.
It feels as though my income tax money will never come in. I have so much to do and get done, and I can't do any of it until that money comes in. I need to get an apartment of my own. I need a car. I need to square away my debts. One thing I am concerned about is my financial aid covering all of my tuition and books that I need. Otherwise, I won't be attending school until fall. Maybe I should wait until summer or fall. Give myself some time to save up? Maybe I am rushing and setting myself up for disaster. I would really love some feed back.
I've been reading a lot lately. I was never really into the written word. Never found a great fascination with it. Then there are always those section that you fill out, asking what your favorite books are. I have written the only books I remember reading. Which aren't a lot, and that made me sad. I want to be into reading... just not many books scream to me. The only ones I remember reading are the ones that stood out enough for me to care about. I bought a bunch of books to see what kind of books I could read with out getting bored. So far this book called, "Bones" seems to be peaking my interest. Sometimes I find myself laying in bed, knowing that I should go to bed but I just keep reading. Thinking to myself, -okay, just one more page and I'll put it away-. Usually ends up in six more pages before I actually turn out the light. Maybe it's not that I wasn't "into" reading, but it was more of what I wanted to read was hard to find and that made it hard for me to enjoy reading. I remember a book ( I can't remember the name and wish I could because I want to read it again) that was about a young girl growing up in the desert, in a religion where she was to be wed as soon as she got her period. I remember the author making her sound like such a spunky girl, who wasn't ready and didn't want anything to do with marriage or being a house wife. She wanted to help her dad and be free. She was wed to a man about her father's age, who had 11 wives already. I think I remember it being a series actually. I really wish I could remember the name.
I can't wait... to just be living. Learning. Making myself.
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