I think what upsets me the most is knowing that all this pent up anger inside of me is an accumulation of all the things I couldn't tell you because you practically dropped off the face of the earth…. and never gave me the chance to say what I needed to say.
I guess I am upset that I have to hold on to all this baggage and you will go on with your life being happy. I wish it were easier to just throw it all away, but you got to say your last words and I didn't. So I am sorry that I am still healing. I am sorry that I still want to call you an asshole. I am not sorry that when I finally heal, I will probably won't even acknowledge your existence because you will have done that to yourself.
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