Thursday, August 2, 2012

I was spinning free

"Empty Apartment"


Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down 
As I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes
You forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening
Now, can't you see something's missing
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare 
How's your life?
What's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is 
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone 
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again 
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay

It's okay
It's okay


I may never forgive you. But everyday I am taking steps... and that is best thing someone can ask for. I shouldn't have gotten so upset earlier, I think it was because that girl is fucking gross, and that is not the jealousy talking... that is the friend in me saying what the fuck is wrong with you... You would really trust a girl that tried to get with you when you were in a relationship then you are asking for shit to fall on you in my honest opinion. The jealous girl in me hopes she has herpes, and I know that is mean and wrong and caddy... but fuck it. I am sick of trying to be the nice person all the time. Why do I have to get shit on and be nice, what have I ever done, hmm? Now I am just getting angry, that wasn't the point of this. I am hurting myself by loving you... Sincerely, Not like me loving you mattered.

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