Fact.

The post below is not about your break up. That post is about the shit storm from all the anons and about myself. I found out about your break up later. Please believe that I would never be that cruel. When I found out I felt bad and was worried about you. But you probably won't believe me... just don't take out your hate for me on your friend. Just hate me. Okay?

Le stupid fuck

...and let the karma shit storm commence.

The better to see you with, darling

ermahgerd

It is so lonely at NHTI. I wish I was at SNHU. All or most of my friends go to SNHU. I try to talk to people in my classes but they just aren't talkative... I miss my friends at MCC too. Maybe it's just my nerves. I found myself wanting to start smoking just to talk to the smokers on campus like old time. Being a smoker makes it easy to talk to people.... but that isn't a good reason to start smoking.  Just wish new thing were easier.

Heart means everything

It feels great knowing that I have good friends that care about me. I'd fall apart if I didn't have them being the glue that holds me together. Today was amazing. Even being in my new school, making friends right away. I hope tomorrow goes well. Three classes in a row... ten minutes apart. I hope I can run with all my books LOL! We shall see. Today I am smiling because I am starting to love my life. Today I realized I am so much better off without either one of the douche bags in my life.
"I don't wanna take your precious time,
'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face,
But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time"

Stahp it rahn

You are not the gentleman, you are the liar. Stop spouting this fucking verse like it represents you. Let us take a moment to think about how using someone for rides when they are your girlfriend while planning to break up with them is not gentleman like at all. Nor is lying for months about loving them. That shit was weak man.

Do you even remember half the fucked up shit you said about her? Because roses and rainbows were not used in the same sentences that her name was in. Funny how you talked so much shit about me, her, and your other exes…. but you can’t just own up to to the truth.

I am so fucking ripe with shit to say.

Rethink

Sometimes I don't know if I am happy or sad. I miss talking to my ex, like the friendship that existed in our relationship. But I am glad to not be in that relationship anymore. It's a bittersweet feeling I believe.

This new store might not be so bad after all. It's been going pretty well, and I have been getting a long well with my coworkers. We already have inside jokes, woot! School is so close... oh man, I'm so nervous. I still never looked to find my classes. Perhaps I'll do that after work tomorrow. Or come home and work on my muffler. I finally got the new part I need. Hopefully I can do this on my own.

In any case. This is the beginning of something good. There is always light at the end of the tunnel, and I have finally spotted it. Let's do this.